I want become true mum

I have 2 sons already. however, Iam not good mum, I just spend time with them. I really want learn how to become a good mum and of course wife.

I set simple goal for my life, I just want become good mum and wife. at the moment, I don’t want to think about other think, I don’t want think about my own desire, my parent’s will and other’s expectation. maybe this goal look simple, but for me its take all my time, and my whole life.

I want start it from now, all my action and my ability will be focused in that field.

aja-aja Fighting !!

110708 12:59 est

I miss writing

ohh My heart feel empty. I had left writing since November last year. I feel so lonely without writing. I need to continue again. I am emberace to Rama, someone who is blind but he always active to write and learn something.

I will start over again and be serious about my dream, I will do it with my full power, I will not half heart to do it, as usual. I will reach my dream with my own hand and of course with Allah help. Without His Bless everything will be nothing.

Please Allah, help me to finish the things that not finish yet. Help me to reach my dream and get the better life.

My dream:

- become professional PHP programmer

- to be writer

- English teacher

- very good mum and wife

I must be hard worker and continue write to my diary.

Aja-Aja FIghting !!

Nobbys Beach – I love it

Oh this is so beautiful. I had live in Newcastle for almost five years, but I just know it yesterday. Me, my hubby and kids walk until the lighthouse at afternoon. Because the sky became dark and it will rainy, we went to home. However, I still miss the scene, it soo beautiful. If my camera come next week, I am going to there again and take a picture

See u

Finally

Alhamdulillah, everything went smoothly. I “almost” finish all my assignment. I just need to send Elke an email about my exercise stuff of programming. Hopefully I remember it, before I am going to Indonesia….

Ya..ya..I am going to Indo this saturday…dug dig dug…it’s sound of my heart. My heart is beeping when I know the time is coming. I don’t know, will I enjoy this trip or not???? Hopefully, I will enjoy it and get something I can learn from it.

However, I will meet my families, my friends and all the stuff that I always like before…I miss all of them.

ok, maybe if I am at Indonesia, I will not Online frequently, so you will miss me for 2 month

See ya than…

miss u

korea..oh korea :D

Yeah…that’s true..I am addictive with Korean Drama or Movie. It’s lovely and very touch full. I learn so many thing from there, about Love, about happiness, about life e.t.c

However, my hubby always remain me about spending time to watching it. So Alhamdulillah  I am still have control to watching it

Tonight I plan to watch “Bad Family” from the review, it’s look interesting. Yeah…if my kids ok with that…I will watch it, but If they are cranky about it…absolutly I will just spend time with them

Now, I will mail to Robyn, to get in touch with Mark…see u again InsyaAllah

Umix, 2/11/07 10:10 am

Alhamdulillah :)

Alhamdulillah…alhamdulillah, my cms bit by bit getting there . I am really happy today …Alhamdulillah.

I slept at 2:30 last night, but it was ok . I must continue this way until I finished this course.

dah…see u tomorrow InsyaAllah

umix 1/11/07 12:34pm

I couldn’t Continue

Sad…bit frustration, yeah…it’s what I feel this morning. I couldn’t continue on my fasting. Before delay saving, I decide to fasting until the month of Syawal finish. But today…the day is very hot, I can’t continue on fasting. Alhamdulillah…Allah still gave me opurtunity to fast couple day on Syawal Alhamdulillah.

Today, at class “Security and Databases”, I feel better. I had chat with my teacher about database and security hole, and I worked on my Web design assignment, Alhamdulillah.

Yeah… I think it’s enough for today, I need my time to do a lot of thing, especially my assignments.

I still need to do:

1. Flash Website
2. Create simple CMS
3. Create my own template that using css and table less of course
4. Create documentation and user manual on my Flash website
5. I still have to do for Vicki Class, control management for website.

ooooohhhh ….Ya Allah…Help me, Give me strength to do all of that.

Aja ..aja Fighting!!

30/10/07 12:02 PM est

Salaamu’alaikum

Welcome to My little home. May be you will not find something useful or special, but for me…anything in here is special for me, because it’s part of me. I dedicated this blog to my life, I want draw the picture of my life, so I have memory in every event. I hope I will be istiqamah to draw it, and I hope at the end of my life the picture will be perfect and I can enter the jannah…InsyaAllah Amien.

Thank, for visiting my little home…hope we will be friend and we could share about our though.

PS, sorry if my English is messy, because I am still learn about it. However, I decide to write in English, so I can practice and learn from my mistake.

29/10/07